Tomorrow school starts once again.
3rd year....
the shortest year....
6 mths to the start of the 4th and final stretch of my medical career as a medical student.
Summer just flew by....
2.5 months gone in the blink of an eye.
To be honest, i'm apprehensive of whether I can fit back into the hectic schedule as a medical student once again.
Lectures, rotations, group work, studying, socializing....sighz....and pple think students have it easy.
It hasn't really hit me the point about me missing the lab and its crazy lunatics.
I suppose with the whirlwind of events that happened in the last 2 weeks, what with having to take photos of my samples, and piece together a legitimate report for submission to my boss, and the late nights trying to get everything done. Not to mention the final 44 wells of samples that I had to stain and mount in 3 days...., I haven't really gotten round to missing my lab. I suppose, this feeling is further dulled by the promise that I will be back in december.
I suppose I will get round to missing the lab routines, the new friends I've made and mentors I've found, when the whole works of school begins once again. there are just certain things ingrained in your system that may take time and some booze to clear out of ur system.
i hope that I will be able to see everyone again when I return in december.
I know that some are making plans to leave for higher ground or to return home, but I hope to be able to see them once again.
Oh well....maybe it's just me being whimsical, and hatin the thought of having to revert back to study mode. Maybe, in a few weeks, or maybe even days, I will be so caught up in work that I would have forgotten about them or maybe if I haven't forgotten them, I will be too tired to want to communicate with anyone out with the textbooks. kumar and clark, we will be best frens once again!
God, please grant me the peace of mind to concentrate on my work, and do well in my studies, and grant me the grace to still be human amidst all these hustle and bustle and constant nuturing to be detatched and devoid of emotion.