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Sunday, May 29, 2005
2:30 AM

Your Life Path Number Is 4
4

You are the most trustworthy, practical, and down-to-earth of individuals; the cornerstone members of society.
The goal of your life path is learning to take orders and to carry them out with dedication and perseverance.
You always demand as much from yourself as you do from others, and sometimes a lot more.

You have the kind of will power that is often mistaken for sheer stubbornness.
Once a decision is made, it will be followed through to the conclusion, right, wrong, or indifferent.
You are very set in your ways and determined to handle things the way you are so certain that they should be handled. Your tenacity of purpose and ability to get the job done borders on obsession.

You are an excellent organizer and planner because of your innate ability to view things in a very common sense and practical way.
You are a wonderful manager with a great sense of how to get the job done.

Loyal and devoted, you make the best of your relationships, and you are a dependable business partner.
Friends may be few in number, but you are very close to them and once friendships are made, they often last a lifetime. The number 4 is solidly associated with the element of earth from which it gains it strength and utter sense of reality.
You are one of the most dependable people you know.
If patience and determination can ever win, you are sure to achieve great success in life.

The negative side of the 4 can prove dogmatic to an excess, narrow-minded, and repressive.
A lot of superficial people turn you off, and you lack the tact to keep your feelings from being totally clear to all around. Additionally, the negative 4 has a bad tendency to get too caught up in the daily routine of affairs.
If you're not careful, you'll often miss the big picture and major opportunities that come along once in a while.

What Is Your Life Path Number?


2:16 AM

Yesterday was another long day though it was really quite exciting and fun.
Since Laura is leaving this sunday we decided to have a day out.
We went ice skating in the afternoon and since my leg muscles were still pretty cramped out from the run that i had a couple of days ago i decided to retire to the bench.

but hell...after yesterday's wonderful entertainment I think the bench is where i'll be from now on!

haha....right so the people there were me, dana, nourah, laura, kate, grant (laura's BF), thomas (dana's BF) and keith.
me and keith were on the side and we were watching them wobbling on the ice.
and then we spotted our prey -- thomas.
2nd time skater, but hell did he have very good vestibular sense (@ balance)
no matter how much he wobbled and spinned (haha...that was very funny man!) he never
seemed to go down so me and keith were just waiting and watching for the moment when he
finally succumbed to gravity and collapsed.
there were a few tense moments but hell he never seemed to fall...and then....
just as he was making his way out of the rink, he FELL!!!!!
MAN! we were just sitting there laughing and screaming!
hehehe....i think i had a better workout sitting there laughing instead of being on the ice.

righto...so after the skating, we decided to go off for dinner at the boulevard near the beach.
yes, BTW the ice skating rink is near the sea.
so we were walking along and we happened to chance upon this little play ground with a
SPIDER WEB! you know one of those climby thing you have at parks.
haha.. up we went screaming and climbing to go to the top....
hehe...that was fun.

we went for dinner at Frankie and Benny's.
Nice quaint restaurant, with a sorta classic 80s theme.
Very nice service and the food was good.
the deserts was nice as well.. but well... scotland does have the best deserts
along with the highest number of heart disease in the UK.

right after dinner we started to walk back to halls.
It was a nice walk, and then me, kate, noura and keith spotted this little playground on the way back
and it was so fun just sitting on the swings and rocking horses.
it didnt matter that they couldnt really take our weight and the rocking horses
are probably broken by now....it was just fun.
HAHAahhhaahha!

It was a good day!



Friday, May 27, 2005
6:06 AM

Righto!
update on what has been hapening thus far...

Yesterday, went all the way to the airport to get my flight changed to an earlier date
went all the way there on a 45 minute bus trip to be told that they couldn't trace the travel
agent or something like that so they couldn't change my flight
they told me to go to an agent to change.

Okie... so I had to wait for one hour before the next bus came.
yes the bus to and from the airport comes once every hour.
sobz....so i passed that time idly playing shadow fighter on my phone....
I managed to survive the survival game mode till I met with Helga the german superwoman
damn it shie floored my Toki the ninja from Japan by her stupid laser balls...
sigh....yes I was that bored.

well so I reached town and went to STA, and the very nice man there said that he could help
me change but I would be charged some sorta agent fee so I said that was okie and I
would just call KLM by myself...
so stupid in the end I should have just called KLM myself.

Right so after STA, I went to Tammy
I was to buy 10 of those 10p bags on request and order from the singaporean girls
My goodness it was so damn embarrassing lor!
and along with that I also got 10 pairs of free underwear, since the girls didn't want them
i now have 10 pairs of underwear...and the most atrocious kind some more!
haha the cashier went '' Oh my GOd!'' after I left the till...
hehehehe....I'm not stepping into that shop for a very very long time.

Okie so I went back,
and on entering my room I heard the familiar but god damn annoying buzzing of....
this ''Bee''. yes the very same bee that has been tormenting me for the past 3 days of exam!!!!
so .... I whipped out my newly purchased bug spray -- RAID and
killed the damn thing...on closer inspection looking at its desicated body I realised that it was
actually a WASP!!! yes, members of the jury, this murder is thus justified.

right so afterwards I went down to gigi's place to download and burn some anime
and oh yeah!!! that was after I had a very invigorating and muscle cramping run around the seaton area! haha...

Took the five o clock bus down to town and met with Dana, keith and NOura.
We were going to attend the DOrthy Perkins Ladies' Night
yes!!! this is the event to go!!!
20% discount off everything! 15 pound goodie bag! Free Booze!
Unbelieveable prices!!!!
Excellent quality!
needless to say I got quite a stash haha!
bought a pair of shoes which i really like coz their made of satiny soft material, and super comfortable and guess wat! They used to cost 20 pound but they are now going for 5 pounds!!!!
I got a denim mini skirt with this very nice belt that came with it for 15 pounds (usually 22 pounds) yes! I now I don't have the legs for it but hell I like the skirt!
got this top which is super soft and comfortable with a nice print - 10 pounds!!! (usually 20 pounds)
and I also got another part of ultra nice summer pants with absolutely cooling material for 7 pounds. (usually 18 pounds)

yup those were the slashed prices so do the math and add another 20 % discount to it.

after shopping, we went to Mac Camerons for dinner had very nice haddock and some red wine.
Went back after that to pass laptop to kate so that she could watch alfie.
Got back laptop and watched Blood - the last vampire. it's a must watch!!!! the art is beautiful!
and it's actually kinda scary. I love it!

okie then so that's basically what happened yesterday.

yup so now I will be back in singapore on the 9th!!!! See ya guys!


Wednesday, May 25, 2005
10:46 AM

HOORAY!
THE EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!

can't say that it went as smoothly and greatly as I would have hoped it to be
hope i'll be able to pass.
And if I pass, I hope I've passed decently enough.

Please God Please!
I want to progress onto Phase 2!!!


Oh well...up ahead is about a week's a waiting before the final reality of it all occurs
by tuesday next week i would have known if I passed or failed.

Talk about the tension!

well anyway, today after anatomy I went and did some well needed shopping!
Hooray!
not really intensive just went to one shopping centre.
but had REALLY great deals man!

I got a very nice soft materialed denim skirt with a really nice print for 1 pound!
1 pound! = $3 although it's a size big well that's just an excuse to get a belt
Which I did get a belt for 1.50 pound.... though it's kinda flashy with rinestones but nice!
and I got a bag for..... guess wat..... 10 pence = 30 cents.

hehehe.....

oh well the real terror of shopping begins tomorrow!

see ya!

quiz i did....haha...what is love?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?


Friday, May 20, 2005
8:55 AM

alright guys!
This is it! in exactly 2 days time it's do or die...
the final leg of phase one!

Please God please let me pass well enough!

okie then i won't see you guys till next time...
whenever that is.... I can't tell.

cheers!


Thursday, May 12, 2005
10:49 AM

today's menu ....

rice with stir fried chicken in hoi sin sauce with black peper and onions and a dash of chili padi.
and 3 potato croquettes.

today's is a VERY VERY SUGEI HOT DAY!
I am just so fed up with the heat.
It's so hot, can't concentrate, and it's just............
TOO HOT AND BRIGHT!

i WANT IT to RAIN, SNOW, BE STORMY! ANYTHING BUT THE SUN AND HEAT!!!

right....and along with it all...I am currently in full exam stress mode.
yes, minasan! I am currently in a highly ANTISOCIAL and AGGRESSIVE mode.
so don't cross my path or annoy me in the least bit or you will DIE!

here's my two cents worth on the stupidness that's surrounds me at Flat 90

1. If you have decided that you don't like behind treated as second best compared to your boyfriend's friends, and have originally broken up with him, why the fuck are you back with the asshole after 3 days? And for heavens sake that guy is 6 years your junior! And....
this i think has to go out as a general message to EVERYONE!

If you haven't had your heart set on breaking up with your partner. Then don't.
If you decide to do it, make sure that the break is permanent. once you are certain that it's going to be permanent then you can come moan and groan about it to atashiwa-sama.
BUT! If you are going to pine away, for that useless soul and be useless yourself then .... in the full bluntness of exam stressed me ..... ''FUCK OFF!'' because I really cannot be bothered.
I hate being the advisor and the analyst when no one listens anyway, so why waste my time and yours ne?


2. Do not assume that all the food in the freezer belongs to one person. Do not assume that the oven tray in the sink belongs to one person... and .... DON'T for godsakes! come asking me stupid questions on whether I noe who their owners are! and I'm not interested in hearing pple bitch about others behind their backs.

3. When the sun is out...what the fuck are you guys wanting to go sit in the sun for?




BAKA BAKA BAKA BAKAYAROU!

ZENBU SHI-NE!!


Monday, May 09, 2005
10:38 AM

Isn't it strange that whenever you have something impt at hand to do
like studying for exams that are exactly 2 weeks away you start thinking of the most
fabulous dinner plans.....

Dinner cooked by Chef ET on the 9th of May 2004

Fussili in tomato and mushroom sauce
potatoe croquettes
potato salad
chicken and yellow pepper stif fry


bon apetit~!


Sunday, May 08, 2005
2:06 PM

hi everyone!

another mundane routine update.

It is raining...no let me correct that.....
it's more like torrential downpour out there.
the wind is howling, and the trees are carily crashing about in the wind...
but then again....I find the effect super cool.

haha....wat can I say....I hate the sun and heat.

yeah and there has also been episodes of hailstones in the past two days...
yes my dears, ice has been falling from the skies in May, when it is officially summer now..
omoshiro ne....


well...let's see....
this morning I broke dana's mug, so I had to go into town to get her a new mug
which I did....
and along the way, I made a devastating....(well not really but still....) mistake of deciding to
take a look around Dorthy Perkins....
haha....welll needless to say I came away with a new skirt and pants.
All to be brought back and worn at home...a bit too cold for here.
but hey! They were having a 15% discount for students...an additional 5% discount from the usual 10% you'd have to be mad to miss it!

haha....but guess wat...this is the most interesting thing...
guess wat my skirt size is now...
I dunno whether it's just like ang moh size is additionally big or wat lah....
but .....
the skirt that I bought today had to be a size 10....
I noe for you size 6-8 (you damn cows!) it's no big deal...
but hell was I surprised....
haha...the poor salesgirl was really nice when I sent her off to hunt for eer decreasing sizes...

Okie....that's basically me for now....

back to the books!!!

Cheerio! and SAFE TRIP MEG!


Thursday, May 05, 2005
11:07 AM

hi everyone!
another update....sigh...nothing really fascinating these days...
basically, schizophrenia, systems, eating, sleeping, stressing out...computer breaks

well today was the anatomy memorial service
yup, its a memorial service held at King's cathedral in honour of the selfless people
who conciously donated their bodies in death to the anatomy department.

i am truly grateful that there are such wonderful people who were generous enough to donate their bodies so that worthless idiots like us 1st years can poke about
and make stupid comments about their precious bits.

Thank you very much.

Although today was a rainy and windy day,
it was really nice to see so many people turn up for the service.
The guys were dressed in dark suits, and the girls...well....not all of them were appropriately dressed. but then again...maybe red tops and ruddy jeans are permissile over here.
me? Stark black and white from head to toe....haha

oh and something very terrible happened 2 days ago.
my precious swatch watch which has been with me for years
and for which i changed the strap and battery for just last september
can no longer be functionally placed on my wrist.
the plastic edges have disinegrated.
yes mina-san! the plastic edge disintegrated into plastic smithereens...(dunno if that's the right spelling)

well so yesterday, I got myself a replacement.
Not a swatch...will probably wait till i get back to shop around for one.
I got myself a casio combination watch.
that means it has both analogue and digital times
along with a variety of applications
Stainless steel casing, but it's thing and classy enough to use for formal functions.
all in all...I think it's pretty good for 16.95 pounds.
haha.....


Alrighty then...got to run off and study!
Aargh! in 17 days!!!!! 1st paper!!!

oh and the manga package my mum sent containing 2 manga books
one is about the mummy's curse (young kindachi series) and the others some drama series which is also very interesting....wah to think my mum could pick those out.

bye bye!


Sunday, May 01, 2005
12:55 PM

Aargh!
Study study study!
Bengkyo bengkyo bengkyo!

Wah....can feel the heat getting high and more intense man!
In approximately 22 days the first exam will come!

Community course paper!!!! Nande!!!???
zen zen wakarimasen ne!
YOU see.... I don't mind mugging and literally dying learning about physiology and anatomy
because at least they are more or less established facts that can be understood and memorised.
But COMMUNITY COURSe?

As the SHO at my easter attachment so aptly describe it '' It's the course where you go and FESTER at a GP's surgery for weeks"
I couldn't have said it better. And during that time we had to do the water fluoridation project
and now we have the written paper that is to hold 50% of the total mark.
Yeah so we have a 'textbook' to read and apparently everything u need to know is in that book
but HELL, looking at the past year questions, it's practically a SOCIOLOGY PAPER or a PSYCHOLOGY PAPER!!!
Damn it! I hate all these touchy feely stuff! all this crap about peer pressure and everything!
and hell! why would i noe why Mr Smith still smokes even though he's obese, has high blood pressure and has a family history of lung cancer???!!!! I'm not a psychic! maybe he's just ....
SUICIDAL?!

oh well...so that's the first paper on the 23rd for you! I might just have to borrow dana's sociology textbook for this.

Right... so the past few days have been spent juggling between studying, project and watching Hunter X...yes this is bad...but all atudying exploits have limits...and i need essential anime breaks to get my concentration back on track....
Problem is when the brain takes 1 hour to recharge every 3-4 hours of muggin...dunno if that's good or not.

Now whilst i'm filling in this long awaited blog entry, I am surrounded by a SWARM (literally) of very IRRITATING, LOUD, SOUTH AMERICANS. Actually come to think of it, I don't really know where they are from. ware ne...but for now you fuckers are going to be linked to south america because you sound latino.

Eew...this smelly bastard from their bunch just drifted over....geez....he smells ripe alright.
They are truly the most inconsiderate bunch ever! Whenever they're in the computer rooms or in the community spaces, they never fail to HERALD their presence by GURGLING incomprehensibly at the top of their LOUD, HOARSE VOICES.

And boy do they STINK!!! eew...

Talking about stink...on friday evening, in view of the hot sunny disgusting weather, some
fuckers decided to have a BBQ party below our flat.
and fucking hell! I went out for a game of badminton, and i saw the dreadful smoke
drifting up towards my open windows.
I sprinted up the steps and entered my room, and basically went BERSERK!
It stank of SMOKE...SMOKE I TELL YOU! STINKY, BURNT CHARCOAL SMOKE!
Curse them all! I hope the heavens strike them dead.!!!!
if you know me, i am very very very sensitive to NOXIOUS SMELLS...
it seems as though my lfactory bulbs are so highly evolved that anything that smells slightly off
or is in the least bit not smilar to fresh air.... I detect it and launch a reflex response of slamming shut all doors and windows.

so i had stinky sheets that i had to hand wash the next day because i didn't have enough clothes to hold a full laundry cycle with this week.
and because of the dreadful smell i fled to the singaporean flat to download hunter x
and then got my entire already fraught mental framework even more wrecked when i foolishly
asked this stupid boy to tell me and my friend ghost stories....
Needless to say...i have got good additions to my horror tale repertoire
and needless to say I slept with the lights on that night.

Ah....okie then....going back now....tired, want to sleep!
Have project meeting tomorrow...hope everything is done by then!
then have individual summary of whole report to be done and submitted on friday!
and have to do up powerpoint and references for report.
and have to attend anatomy memorial service on thursday! (It's a memorial service held at the cathedral to honour the selfless pple who donated their bodies for the sake of useless medical students like us.... how generous)

AH ! Busy busy busy week!

zen zen yada ne!



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