{Underneath the Stars.

Sunday, April 16, 2006

5:59 AM

STill no internet at home...
i think my laptop is finally dead....

Can't access hotspot in uni library because they just redid the connections over easter weekend...

sittin in uni library typing this... on library comp...

somebody PLEASE KILL ME NOW....

Well...as i have been telling everyone who has been sending me their condolences..
'' This is a good thing. I am now able to concentrate on my studies. Which is rather good as my exams are up and coming in the next month and a half. It is a blessing in disguise.''

WHo am i kidding....yes it's a good thing...
yes...i'm still able to play music and watch my DVDs... ( Thank you God for this grace)
but somehow...when i look at my laptop sitting on my desk belting out ballad after ballad...
it doesn't seem to be alive....

it just doesn't come across as alive without the little white BT boxes in it's corner.
it's not alive without the incessant tritone of somebody signing into MSN...
.......it's definitely not alive if i can't just jump in and download my lectures off the net....

oh sobz..................

Past quibbles that i couldn't blog when they were fresh in my mind because of my current circumstances.... oh well...stale coffee aint too bad...

On the first day i was back, I came back to my flat, and Dana and Angela were there. We sat and chatted in the living room, and i told them flat out that i felt great just listening to them talk in their languid english and scottish accents and not have to deal with the jarring loud canadian harsh talk which i must say was one of the most irritating aspects of my trip.
Sleeping in my nice soft bed. With my nice soft pillows. with my nice trustworthy electric blanket. Just so nice...
And it was great when dana said '' I'm glad your back''
It was nice to be back. I was not forgotten. That was good.

one sure fire way that tells me i'm back in aberdeen.... The damn squeals, clicks, cawing, squeaks of BIRDS at 4am in the morning....don't u just love nature?

WEll...that's more or less wat i can remeber... term starts tomorrow again.

It begins with a bang with the '' Nervous System''.

I'm actually kinda looking forward to this system. I like neurology. It's interesting, though it's shit hard to study for with all the finicky nerves and their bloody innervations, but if i'm willing to stick it through...that shows how much i'm able to sacrifice for this system...

and well..yeah it does explain some of my more neurotic quirks and diminishing sanity so...

GO NEURO!!!

till the next installment......