{Underneath the Stars.

Saturday, September 18, 2004

6:48 AM

So with all's said and done, life as I've known for the past eighteen years will come to a postponement come tommorow night. Lotsa stuff has happened in the past few days and no doubt lotsa stuff has yet to come in the ensuing nine months.

I've learnt a lot about pple.

Particularly people whom I have known for years and have failed to see their true colours.

Failure I suppose on my side.

But then again, Fare ye well.

The next time I have to deal with someone like you....

I will be well prepared.

You are the snake that slithers through gardens of peaceful friendship

and threatens the sanctity of a true friends

because of your own insecurities,

jealousy,

and pride.

you are conniving.

you are vindictive.

you are the weaver of lies and disillusions.

and yet...

to me you are pitiful.

perhaps you are trying to gain something which you have never experienced

because you have built a wall around you

based on delusions and sorrow

and it has prevented you from seeing the truth about yourself

you question and criticise others

about the faults that are mirrored in yourself

But I guess that is the trait of everyone:

to dislike the faults in others

for they are the faults we see in ourselves.

SO to all who I care for and to all who

have cared for me

Adieu, Et Dieu de salut bénissent

Farewell, Take care and God Bless

~The Muse~